expériences et les leçons

You really wanna know why I haven’t been buying necessities? 

BECAUSE I’M ALWAYS BUYING THEM. 

What the fuck did YOU buy? NOTHING. What did I buy for the past seven months? Toilet paper, trash bags, dish soap, laundry soap, which YOU didn’t even pay for YOUR half on YOUR laundry. YOU WENT OUT WITH MY CAR and BARELY paid for gas and kept using the excuse, “at least I put gas in there.” When I went on vacation, YOU TOOK FULL ADVANTAGE OF MY CAR AND GOT ME IN TROUBLE WITH MY PARENTS. When I got in the wreck, YOU RARELY ASKED ME HOW I WAS DOING EVEN WHEN I WENT TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM. EVERY question you’ve EVER asked was, “Did they tow it yet?” “When will they tow it?” “How much does it cost to get it fixed?” “When will it get fixed?” “Well, you should keep updated on it, okay?” “You should have been more careful.” IT’S FUCKING ICE HOW THE FUCK CAN I STOP A CAR FROM SLIDING. The ONLY thing you actually helped with was giving me Tyenol and I DOUBT it was out of compassion, because your boss was right next to you, and because you are that kind of person, you probably wanted to look good in front of her.

I DESERVE to be spending my money on things that I busted my ass for ESPECIALLY when I found out YOU LIED TO ME ABOUT HOW MUCH RENT REALLY IS. You can tell everybody YOUR story but no one’s EVER asked me for MY side of the story. You can make me look like the person with the knife and you’re the victim, when reality it was the other way around. You wanna talk about loyalty? YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT THE WORD MEANS. You were never my friend to begin with and it sucks it took me 7 years to realize that. AND ON A SIDE NOTE.

 If you fuck Justin over like you did with me, 

I. WILL. MAKE. YOUR. LIFE. HELL.